I wish things could be different.
I can’t bear to imagine our year away from each other.
You tell me you stay up nights crying thinking about it
Yet I can’t do nothing but say I’m sorry!
I wish there could be another way. It tears my heart apart thinking about you crying.
Should I leave behind my dreams for the one I love? Or should I leave behind to one I love to chase my dreams?
I wish life’s choices could be simpler. Wish this dilemma could just go away.
I thank you for staying right besides me and telling me to chase my dreams. That everything will be alright. When I come back we will be the same. Yet I worry just like you. Staying up random nights imagining just how long can a year drag on for. Can I last? Is our bond strong enough to span cities, states, countries, continents?
We’ve only been together just over a year? How can I be without you for the same amount of time? I wish I could tell you all this. However every time I tell you how I feel, that I feel the same way you just feel more sad. All I can do is suck it up and show that I am strong and confident that our love won’t waver. However deep down I’m just as scared. Scared. Just thinking about each and every moment of the long year without you.
God please let me know we will be okay!
Love you honey
